HiHi! so long never blog =D . LOL ... so dead siahx . i am at maplestory chionging for super long ? and studying . lol . i am like multitasking lorz. z.z .. sleeps .! i feel like so sleepy today . lol .. . I am gonna make a band containing some peoples ;) ... anyone wanna join me? :D ned peoples hehe ... Btw.... this is wad i did today! =D ..
I went out with my brother :D teck hong haha ... he so good lorhx! We went to ion . i never went thr before lol den we explore further and further LOL ... we explore and take pix =D . den we go to a shop with books and read lol .. after that we went to seoul garden o_O . nice ar the food! so full. lol . hehe den we went to explore at esplanade =D fun sia . hehe . i sang song abt our school and dunoe lar .! random stuff? hehe. .. den we went home =D lol ... quite random stuff >< tmr got school haiz . go study . LOL . seeyas! :)
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tell her
i have a more unacceptance life
i am not accepted because of my looks
yet i still continue life
sometime i feel that my mother is unfair to me
i quarrel with my mum
mum*
i still accept life
people think i am too show offy
but i tell them if i show off what are you?
i am still accepting life
people make me jealous
and people are saying me jealous
and i said
i carry a smile on my face
when im jealous
im still accepting LIFE!!@#$%^&*()
because
God created me
of a purpose
and he created me
and created us
and said we are interesting
and learn to have faith
and why are'nt you accepting life?
i accept life
i put a mask
everywhere i go
inside is feeling sad
but i smile
chinese ppl say i pork all those despite my outer look
i still dun care about them
why are you even caring about us gossiping bout you?
i went through 4 years of pain
1 year of betrayal
hw bout you?
is ur pain worse then mine?
i cry to god
why am i created
cos of accepting life and christ in my heart
Fullstop
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I have a living testimony. A testimony like someone else . a testimony that god knows in me. i really kept this testimony all on my heart. but im gonna reveal this testimony to all.
Before i had been a christian , i faced many things like being betrayed. being hated for so long being unaccepted. even though i went to class every morning 7.45am i saw the man i feel the strong hatrad in his eyes since sec 1. I felt like piercing thru his heart and i feel unacceptance because of my outer looks? i told myself ,i cant do it tolerate this anymore I CANT TOLERATE FOR 4 FREAKING YEARS! . I began violence on people. began to have a fight with some of my friends . depressed . nothing that i could imagine. when i had a fight with the person i felt. why am i doing this . loook at my own hands fighting with someone. Sec 3 , i accepted christ through someone. and i took services at church . and i heard pastor said. FORGIVENESS! forgiveness forgiveness.... love ur neighbours,ur enemies too . after i heard this . i felt in my heart why am i having a fight with my hands? and i told myself i would forgive enemies and friends too from now on. Sec 4, i forgave them . forgave them... forgave them..... and i had new friends! Fira fara Joanna Kevin Jiali and tasnia :) friends. that i had . god sent someone to accompany me i am free.. although i feel jealous sometimes. i still put a smile on my face. i can do it. why? because i felt accepted and i felt that. everytime i feel accepted i feel that there is faith between us .
So . this is my living testimony that i have .
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